Since you've been gone....I can breathe for the first time...I'm so moving on...to bad it aint easy

"You letting me go, is how I knew I had to stay"-Jason Morgan (general hospital).
I loved this quote today when I heard it on my soap GH.  Then I realized I watch to many soap operas, and maybe its fooling me into a life that isnt real LOL....giving me some kind of false hope at life....will I stop watching it/? HELL no....
So I am suppose to go on a date tonight.....but I have been turning the guy down for a while now always coming up with excuses saying I am working....I jsut dont think I am ready for that...plus I dont really know the guy....and I'm very skeptical of him since I have only known him for like 2 weeks, and he already has decided we are taking it "slow" he keeps telling me....HMMM do I have a say in this? Did I even say we had something to take? Yah im definantly gonna blow him off again.....Im not ready for any of that....not after yesterday

It's a great day to be alive, I know the suns still shinin' when I close my eyes!!!

Well its time to wake up and stop whining is my diagnosis...and the whining prognosis...is really GOOD